Awwwh, happy anniversary! :D

Awe our second wishing, TY
We're not very popular in RL today bc there's too much else going on in the family lately.

I fucked up real bad guys. My lady friends in Ecuador getting chemo-therapy for a blood disease she has and I cheated on her last night with my friend. It just...happened. I'm severely re-evaluating myself as a person because I'm really not one to do this, especially since I learned the first time what cheating can do to a relationship. I thought those days were past me, but of course my dumbass never learns. And not only do I feel bad about all of this shit, but the worst thing is she's in another country getting healed from cancer and I'm over here fucking around. I'm in a loop guys. I need some help.

So don't cheat, watch porn or talk to a friend

Well my friend, I am no one to give any sorta of advice or criticism, as I am no angel.... But what happened happened Que Sara, Sara... but what is important is that you learned from it, and you are sorta discovering what type of man you are and what sort of man you want to become... so for that, take the experience for what it is...just that an experience.. learn from it, grow from it, and never trade it for anything, never forget the way it made you feel, hurting someone you love... and try not to repeat it again, and you should be golden.... I think you are awesome...even though you are just a little down... let me know if you need anything, and I do mean that seeing as we are in the same godforsaken state...Cheers~

Best advice I've heard all day. I'm not a perfect person, it was a mistake and I really do love this girl. If I didn't have the strongest feelings for this girl, I wouldn't even care. But I love her, I know it. Thanks Roxy, Hermione can learn a thing or two about giving good advice instead of stating the obvious.

Hey jerk I'd have helped if I understood but I don't know your situation! I've cheated plenty of times and I really loved the other person but they weren't giving me what I needed. Sometimes I can't quite communicate a need though

:o: No problem sweetie, seriously... **** happens, and what you have just gone through will ultimately make you a better man in the long run... I promise... I have done some ****ed up **** to some pretty amazing people in their own right, and I haven't really ever stopped and looked at the devastation I have caused... until the last 5 years...so now I try to practice, remembering the way it made me feel to hurt people... and that hurts worse then hurting them initially...

I told you my situation, she's in another country and I cheated on her? What more of a situation should I say?
I hope I grow from this, I did from the last time but this feels like a completely different emotion. I'm distraught honestly, and it's tearing me down. Not even channel ORANGE is making me feel better, and that's how you know. But seriously, I love the advice you're laying down. It's helping me out.

:rolleyes: whatever bruh