It saddens me just to hear it.

It is strange, he had a family which im sure he didn't want to leave behind but that wasn't enough to stop him from committing it.
idk his personal story but i do know sometimes we think we know ppl but we don't really know the pain they carry.

I honestly didn't know him well enough to know his story either. We just talked about Batman, music and other stuff like that.

Jesus, Goofs. Sorry to hear that man. Death, especially from suicide of a friend is a tough and disorienting thing to cope with. Best of luck to you getting through that, even if it's not hitting you as hard as it might had you two been closer.





I just finished my first week back at my old job. Feel lame complaining about it but I remember why I was unhappy there in the first place. And, worse yet, my boss doesn't wanna sell any of the fun stuff anymore. No more chili. No more gazpacho. No more minestrone, mushroom brusheta, apple sauce, or purple potato salad. Just boring ass sandwiches and coffee. This man is an idiot for not wanting to sell these things but whatever, it's his shop and he's gotta be the star of it all apparently. Regardless, it's good to be on my feet and working again. It's too easy for me to start slacking off and fall back into old ways if I don't have any responsibilities holding me down.

Positive news, I have applications and resumes in a couple fun looking spots around town. Some of which are in walking distance (Wow!!!). And, it appears they're opening a fancy new bakery soon about 15min away from where I live. Sweet. And! and and and! I met a cute girl today. Yes, curvy, busty, big bright eyes, bigger smile. Sassy but sweet. I'd be in trouble if remembered to ask for her number... *slaps forehead*. Still, a bit of a confidence boost to be flirted with, casual as it was.

I'm sleepy even though I've been eating ice pop after ice pop. I feel like I've achieved a lot these last few days. I finallly unpacked from my holiday. I want to make the most of my days. I need to live more passionately.

My friend and I just made creepy sculptures and hilarious youtube videos starring a clown doll and a barbie.... totally sober.

Friday night, mother****ers.

Meeting my ex did not go as i expected..

i got no nookie. :(

But it's only day 1, we'll see how it goes.

PS: she got fat!!

I don't see what the problem is.

The real problem here is haven't been laid in months!
i take what i can get, plus i like chubby girls, they need love too.

Is she fat or chubby? I'm down with more cushion for the pushin', but if I have to move her gut out of the way to get at the goods then I have to opt out.

She is.. fat, i can't lie.

The last time i saw her she was chubby but still looked good, but now she is pretty heavy and self conscious about it too.

But she still has a nice curvy body, plus i still luv her, she and me went through hell together and she is the only girl i truly have a deep connection with that is beyond physical.

But still, she got fat..
I have to open my arms alot wider now to hug her. :p: