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grindy · 09-14-2017, 12:59 PM

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Originally Posted by Qwertyy

had a wicked panic attack today in the middle of a lecture, good times.

What happened?
Do you get those often?

Plankton · 09-14-2017, 01:42 PM

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Originally Posted by elphenor

A work vehicle parked sideways behind me while I was in a store so I had to track these guys and have them move their **** before they made me late wtf why would you ever think it's acceptable to box someone in

I'd have been fuming and wielding a baseball bat.

Trollheart · 09-14-2017, 02:19 PM

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Originally Posted by Plankton

I'd have been fuming and wielding a baseball bat.

And Plank's a BIG guy! You do NOT want to see him heading your way, angry and armed!

Ol’ Qwerty Bastard · 09-14-2017, 02:24 PM

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Originally Posted by grindy

What happened?
Do you get those often?

nope, this was the first time it's ever happened. i was sitting in class listening to the prof and all of a sudden i felt like my chest was weighed down and no matter how hard i tried to breathe i couldn't get enough air. i quietly got up, walked out the back door, and went to the nearest walk-in clinic. i was feeling a little better when i got there but still breathing heavily and really disoriented as to what was happening. got in to see a doctor pretty quickly and that was that. he told me it might've been caused by me forgetting to take my pills two days last week because i forgot them at my apartment when i went back home.

i'm definitely on my way to becoming a hypochondriac. every day it's something new i'm worried about. guess it stems from the whole fear of dying thing i went through awhile ago. it was reassuring hearing him tell me nothing is wrong but i feel like i caused this myself by not being able to handle the situation.

grindy · 09-14-2017, 02:33 PM

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Originally Posted by Qwertyy

nope, this was the first time it's ever happened. i was sitting in class listening to the prof and all of a sudden i felt like my chest was weighed down and no matter how hard i tried to breathe i couldn't get enough air. i quietly got up, walked out the back door, and went to the nearest walk-in clinic. i was feeling a little better when i got there but still breathing heavily and really disoriented as to what was happening. got in to see a doctor pretty quickly and that was that. he told me it might've been caused by me forgetting to take my pills two days last week because i forgot them at my apartment when i went back home.

i'm definitely on my way to becoming a hypochondriac. every day it's something new i'm worried about. guess it stems from the whole fear of dying thing i went through awhile ago. it was reassuring hearing him tell me nothing is wrong but i feel like i caused this myself by not being able to handle the situation.

Damn, dude.
That is some scary ****.
Also **** those antidepressants if they (or forgetting to take them) can cause that.
Also get on the nihilist train and embrace your mortality. All the cool dudes are already on board.

Ol’ Qwerty Bastard · 09-14-2017, 02:40 PM

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Originally Posted by grindy

Damn, dude.
That is some scary ****.
Also **** those antidepressants if they (or forgetting to take them) can cause that.
Also get on the nihilist train and embrace your mortality. All the cool dudes are already on board.

yeah, it was pretty ****ty. my initial thoughts were **** those pills but at the same time i've been feeling a lot better since i've been on them. it wasn't just like a "im scared to die" kind of feeling, it was constantly on my mind to the point i couldn't do anything. so essentially it's either don't take the pills and constantly have that feeling of dread, or become dependent on some stupid anti-depressant i guess. i hope i can just continue at this dosage (lowest possible atm) until i sort some **** out in my head and then i would like to ease myself off of them.

The Batlord · 09-14-2017, 02:41 PM

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Originally Posted by grindy

Damn, dude.
That is some scary ****.
Also **** those antidepressants if they (or forgetting to take them) can cause that.
Also get on the nihilist train and embrace your mortality. All the cool dudes are already on board.

When it comes to accepting death I prefer fatalism to nihilism. Nihilism is a position, fatalism is simply a state of mind. **** accepting the inevitable, but I guess I'll go along with it since I don't have the magical aptitude to be a necromancer.

Ol’ Qwerty Bastard · 09-14-2017, 02:43 PM

i've eased myself through thinking that if i live to the expected life expectancy almost all of you ****ers will die before me so that's a plus

grindy · 09-14-2017, 02:46 PM

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Originally Posted by The Batlord

When it comes to accepting death I prefer fatalism to nihilism. Nihilism is a position, fatalism is simply a state of mind. **** accepting the inevitable, but I guess I'll go along with it since I don't have the magical aptitude to be a necromancer.

Whatevs.

The Batlord · 09-14-2017, 02:58 PM

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Originally Posted by grindy

Whatevs.

So you're really just apathetic?