When ever I have emotional problems like this I tend to hide them behind a wall of drugs, self harm and denial. Oh and a really dark sense of humor. Now a lot of people will tell you that perhaps counseling or seeking professional help is the key, but you don't want to waste your precious and limited money on those greedy bastards. Unless you have lots of money. Then go for it.

I don't know, I'm not a professional on these things, I just hope things get better.

Self-medication generally doesn't help. Kickboxing does, I suggest you try that to help your anxiety.

I love random Facebook drama so ****ing much.

Just got a call from my sister back east. My dad's been in the hospital with pneumonia and he's taken a turn for the worse so I need to get out there right away.

If he's as stubborn as you then he'll beat that **** and drop a deuce down Frownland's throat. Good luck.

damn Chules, hope all goes well. seems your family has been through a lot lately, but you all keep powering through.

2018 has GOT to be a good year for a change. Good things and bad things all come in threes, right? Well 15, 16, and 17 sucked ass so it's time to turn the corner.

P.S. Sherri and Scott tried, and succeeded to get pregnant on their honeymoon a few months back. Yay! I'm gonna be a grandad for the first time!!!

10 week checkup and they couldn't find a heartbeat. She miscarried 2 weeks later.

So ya, 2018 owes us some good ****.

Oh ****, that blows. If I were them I wouldn't be able to stop ****ing each other though so clearly they got a bun in the oven coming.

The fact that they scored on the first shot on goal is pretty huge. Took Linny and I a year of trying with both our buns.

They have to wait at least 3-4 months before trying again.

*looking forward to "Grandpa Chules". Has a nice ring to it*

On a side note, did this a few weeks back for my best friend and old drummer back east. (we use to do construction and knew all too well the pain of slamming a finger with a hammer - the 70s mashup of Zeppelin, Trower, and Sabbath was intentional for him too.)

https://memyselfi5.bandcamp.com/trac...b-meet-bonzo-2