I think you’re an alcoholic and your alcohol consumption is fueling your depression. I also think you’re addicted to social media. You continue to post and post even when it’s obviously harmful.

You need to give up the sauce and social media. And if you can maybe try to get some therapy and try to live in the present. You are super stuck in the past.

You can’t go on upsetting your family and crying out for attention. This incident isn’t a one off. You’ve been in state of off and on meltdown mode for too long.

Everyone has problems but you’re a grown ass man. Your drama is disproportionate to your reality.

AA is free.

Jebus Christ, I didn't think you had in ya. Extremely great advice. I need to cut back on the sauce and start thinking forward. Our home closes on April 13th, so that will provide some much needed motivation in that regard. On that day life truly starts moving forward for both of us. Not ****ing sure why the whole escrow **** takes so damn long.

Been through therapy - hated it. AA is not an option cause I'm a diehard atheist and that program relies way too much on God.

100% serious: Thanks for the slap in the face. I'm a big boy and I'll get through this. Heck, it's only been 3 months to the day that my entire life was flipped upside ****ing down. Still trying to grope my way.

I’ll make one more attempt. You got drunk and posted **** that severely upset your pregnant daughter and your elderly mom. It doesn’t matter if you go to AA or therapy but you don’t just need to cut back on the booze you need to quit drinking entirely.

I could take apart a lot of what you just posted but I’ll keep it simple instead. Don’t drink.

Hit you legal vape, sit outside your paid for Winnebago and listen to Allan Holdsworth

**** the past and the future. Enjoy the now.

That’s it for the sentimental ****.

It's okay, Chula, I make stupid posts on Facebook too. Only difference is nobody calls the cops because they don't give a ****. I personally made the decision to talk to a counselor. Because I don't want to go out that pathetically, I want to give it my all before I go out. I want these snakes to know that their venom didn't kill me yet. And I can't wait until the day that their venom drags them in to their self made pits. When this whole thing falls apart because in Magna denial and escapism rule when nobody has the courage to face reality.

Do you have health insurance?

Mental health counseling is expensive as **** in Florida and largely unavailable even with health insurance. They’ll put you up for 48 hours in the suicide nut house but the only people who receive proper cognitive therapy are rich housewives.

Yeah, I got insurance.

You bourgeois spoiled bitch!

It's NOT okay, and you saying that won't help him, you enabler. He has to realise (as I think he has) that he can't be blubbering like a little girl on FB where his mother can see and, rightly or wrongly, interpret that as a suicide note. You can ****ING NOT do those things to your family and especially your parents, who don't need that **** in their lives. He has to be a man. Chula, you know this: man up and stop the drunk posting. Hawk is right; get help, or god knows what you'll post next and who'll see it. Did you even think about what your mother would think when she saw what you had posted? It was selfish (I'm sure you know that), immature and not ****ing worthy of you.

And Lucem, if you're doing, or planning to do, something similar and think it's all right, it's not. What you post, whether sincere or not, drunk or not, has repercussions on others that you can't control. So stop that **** before someone gets hurt. Basically, grow the **** up. Jesus.

#FacebookRuinsLives

You seem pretty shook up. Don’t kill yourself Trolls. At least not before you get the live feed set up.

No I'm not. I just think it's entirely irresponsible for anyone to say that what Chula did was okay, especially (and I mean no offence here) someone who has told us he is going into therapy. It's kind of like someone getting chewed out for coming home drunk and then a mate saying "Ah it's all right, I do that all the time. Have a drink!" It doesn't help.

And I told you once, if I go it will be a murder-suicide.