Your sober posts don't usually look great either, so **** it.

Read up a bit and you probably don't.
Good news.

Well ****. Do you get therapy or medication?

Edit: I see. Then get some. And stop the damn drinking.

Alcoholism and depression is a one way ticket to suicide town. You might not be able to control sorrow but no one is pouring booze down your throat but you. Not saying you personally, elph, just in general alcohol fuels depression which triggers alcoholic drinking and the snowball keeps gaining strength and momentum. You gotta control what can control. Drinking makes it ****ing worse.

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No what I’m saying? It’s a great trade. Vegetables exercise and weed > junk food moping around and booze.

It's almost like living takes effort or something.

Man. Seriously. Real clinical depression is so hard. I’ve been doing a lot better. People can mock it or whatever. I didn’t think it was real until it overwhelmed me.

I’m proud of what I’ve done and the changes I made. And that I’m still making.

smh

Sure. But booze is romanticized as well. The alcoholic suicidal poet. **** that. I’ll hit my vape. Plug into Spotify and cut fish. Beats pissing the bed and crying.

Ftr you know I’m on your side elph

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