What do you mean by societies standards? Money? Shelter? Security?

No offense but I don't think you really understand where I'm actually coming from cause you don't have to worry about it.

I don't think you're coming from a standard place but I don't think you realize just how standard a place you're coming from. I have family who sounds like you much of the time and you sound smarter and more self aware than they are but you're still there. A place where not being alpha is unnacceptable.

I sound like them because they're putting some pressure and hope on you and so am I cause I believe you're smart enough to do better, and so am I.

You know how I'm actually incongruous with society? I have no regard for rules or laws. Or hurting people. I will just do what's good for me so long as I get a short term perk. That's one of the many things I want to change.

Then stop being like them. That's like them. That's why I don't like them. They are narcissists who'll justify hitting a kid because them being pissed off means they get to do what they want and say it was discipline even though they were so enraged they don't even remember what they did.

That's why they put the pressure on me they way that they do. Yes they care and want the best for me, but they also don't know how to care about people and so they do so in the most scorched earth way they know how without regards to the emotions of the people they're dealing with because they don't know how to interpret emotions or foster growth in a healthy way.

That is exactly the **** I see in you but I also see an ounce of reason in you that can recognize this toxic element and possibly take a step back and ask yourself if you're not just rationalizing all of this for the sake of not having to admit that you're wrong about... yourself and human nature and whatever the ****.

I’ve never known an ex-junkie who could shake that. I’m not even trying to start it up again. I think heroin does some kind irreparable damage to brain chemistry. Junkies gonna junk. Didn’t DWV get heat for saying something similar?

I've never done heroin. But I do think I have brain damage. Just in terms of memory and processing.

But the lack of morals aspect of it extends back before I was ever using or drinking. Probably some of my worst offenses were when I was sober.

I don't think that's heroin. Like I said, I see so much of him in my family and they're not heroin addicts. I see that **** in me and I've never done any kind of opioid even once.

What drug were you strung out on?

Me too tbh

Where did anyone get the idea jwb was a heroin addict lmfao you guys will believe anything