Music Banter

Music Banter (https://www.musicbanter.com/)
-   The Lounge (https://www.musicbanter.com/lounge/)
-   -   Your Day (https://www.musicbanter.com/lounge/8425-your-day.html)

scottsy 09-14-2009 09:16 PM

Quote:

Originally Posted by Freebase Dali (Post 736103)
Is it bad when you find yourself not caring about anyone at all? Not even your own family... I mean, an emotional caring...
I can appear to care about everyone I meet... but I wouldn't bat an eyelid if everyone I've met died.
I just don't have it in me.

I feel a taught connection that's supposed to be natural, but I know I would never cry for a funeral.
I'm just finding the bad parts of people lately and it keeps supporting my position.

I just keep finding non connections.
It's a trend that I don't think I can control.

I felt like that earlier this year, around April, just before a fairly major depressive episode involving at least one panic attack. I simply got overwhelmed and something had to give... I'd just keep an eye on yourself there... you may well not be feeling anything like me, but it's always good to reflect and monitor one's mental health as much as the physical aspect of things...

My doctor hooked me up with depression meds and now, six months later I honestly feel like a 20 something aside from the weaker muscles and greater amounts of gray....lol!

Freebase Dali 09-14-2009 09:19 PM

No.

So far, I got him a squirrel to devour, so he's turned his hunting instinct on. Now he hunts lizards, bugs, and other scurrying creatures.
But that's his nature.
He's really adapted to being around people, but he's still a kitten. Only about 3 months old. It's a learning process for him. His previous home was in the city. I brought him to the country and his domain has extended. I'm waiting to see how he handles it, how he controls it, before I realize his tendencies.

I think his name should be based on his tendencies.
I'm not going to name him John.

Sparky 09-14-2009 09:22 PM

your putting way more thought into it then i ever did.

I just pick something that sounds cute.

Freebase Dali 09-14-2009 09:23 PM

Quote:

Originally Posted by scottsy (Post 736112)
I felt like that earlier this year, around April, just before a fairly major depressive episode involving at least one panic attack. I simply got overwhelmed and something had to give... I'd just keep an eye on yourself there... you may well not be feeling anything like me, but it's always good to reflect and monitor one's mental health as much as the physical aspect of things...

My doctor hooked me up with depression meds and now, six months later I honestly feel like a 20 something aside from the weaker muscles and greater amounts of gray....lol!

Oh I'm not depressed.
Meds aren't really the answer for me. I don't have a problem with how I feel about people. I'm at peace with it. I feel natural. I don't want a drug to change that.
The only downfall is that I have to lie to people.
I really don't like presenting to people something I'm not.
But it's part of the process.
I'm used to it.

Freebase Dali 09-14-2009 09:24 PM

Quote:

Originally Posted by matious (Post 736118)
your putting way more thought into it then i ever did.

I just pick something that sounds cute.

One man's trash...

scottsy 09-14-2009 09:24 PM

BTW, I have a bad history of depression and panic attacoks so I just considered I might be completely different to your case...lol...

This was the first time I ever did anything about it though and I am glad I did. I've never looked back.

Terrible Lizard 09-14-2009 09:26 PM

Quote:

Originally Posted by Freebase Dali (Post 736120)
Oh I'm not depressed.
Meds aren't really the answer for me. I don't have a problem with how I feel about people. I'm at peace with it. I feel natural. I don't want a drug to change that.
The only downfall is that I have to lie to people.
I really don't like presenting to people something I'm not.
But it's part of the process.
I'm used to it.

You have to let yourself feel sometime.

Freebase Dali 09-14-2009 09:29 PM

Quote:

Originally Posted by Terrible Lizard (Post 736125)
You have to let yourself feel sometime.

If I let myself feel all the way, I'd be too angry.

Terrible Lizard 09-14-2009 09:43 PM

Quote:

Originally Posted by Freebase Dali (Post 736127)
If I let myself feel all the way, I'd be too angry.

Get angry, and post pictures of a crude, creepy monkey commenting on delicate subjects on a forum to amuse and annoy the **** outta' everyone.

scottsy 09-14-2009 09:48 PM

A good way to let it out!


All times are GMT -6. The time now is 09:25 AM.


© 2003-2025 Advameg, Inc.