Fair enough I guess.

Best Avatar: Trollheart's galloping deer.
Best Signature: Chula but only because it's so bizarre. Clean piss? The **** is that about.
Howard The Duck Memorial Award for Most Inane Member: Mindfulness.
Biggest Fanboy / Fangirl of the Year: Frownland with his own music. It's one thing to fanboy a famous artist but fanboying your own stuff is just :D
Best Writer: Ped
Nicest member: Lisnaholic, although I think I almost wound him up when I posted a video of a man locking himself in a hot car for three hours to prove that babies and dogs are cowards :cool:. Also Deej.
Smartest poster: I'll say Vowels or Ped.
Funniest member: Occulthawk
Angriest Member: Chula
Best Mediator: Qwerty
Best Site Contributor: Frownland or Trollheart
Biggest Music Contributor: Trollheart
Best Media Forum Contributor: I don't post in there enough to know for certain. I do apologise.
Best Plugger (plug.dj): Goof, Nea & Violet.
Best Taste in Music: Jade City
Most Improved Member: OccultHawk
Most Underrated Poster: Ziggy
Best Thread Starter: Goof
Most Missed Poster: Chiomara
Most Diverse Music Taste: Janszoon
Most Mainstream Music Taste: Charles
Thread of the Year: Universal Basic Income
Moderator of the Year: Goof, I don't know what goes on behind the scenes but I believe he moved a post into the Muslamic thread for me
Journal of the Year: Trollheart's playlist of life
New Journal of the Year: I don't know
Best New Member 2017: Chiomara
Member of the Year 2017: 2017 has been the year of The Hawk :cool:
Best Rivalry: Chula vs Frownland, surely this cannot continue without one/both getting banned next year.
Biggest Lounge Lizard: Mindfulness.
Virtuoso of the Year: Mindfulness.
Best Member Music Album (Released in 2017): Jesus Isnt So Sure About You Guys Anymore, just for the name. Looking forward to seeing what Jesus thinks of us next year as well.
Lifetime Achievement Award: Lisnaholic.

It’s not a ****ing journal. It’s not even in the journal section. DQ.

Church.

Idk why it's so surprising for an artist to enjoy their own music.

Cheers, Monkey Man!

I really want to know where the other fans of avant garde music stand on this. I feel like I’m the only one here who judges your music on its own merit. I get it if you don’t like experimental music but the posters here who do, seem like instead of saying congratulations on your artistic achievements it’s like they’re too proud to admit what you’ve achieved. I get **** for being a “fan boy” or mod kiss up or something but that bull****. It’s straight up about your music. It’s ****ing good. I’m calling it like it is.

Not sure how they feel about my new stuff, but Mondo, rostasi, and grindy have been historically into it. And Batlord with that 5 star review.

I'm not going to cast any judgment, but as an artist in other mediums, my work aspires to the level of my influences, but can never achieve it; my work is never finished, only abandoned. It's natural to enjoy your work to a degree, or you'd never share it with anyone out of shame, but I also think it's normal to always feel like it's incomplete or could be better.

Oh. Then I’m wrong. I thought I was your super maverick only fan. I’m often not as special as I think I am. Hurts.