I'm not being cringey. I'm in a constant state of numb panic cause I'm absolutely sure my life will end in suicide. I just don't know when.

Let us know.

I'm kinda confused here. OccultHawk is ready to die, elph is waiting till his bluster collapses before he admits his very real suicidal ideation, but when I just kinda say yeah I'm waiting till I'm ready to kill myself cause I'm too numb to know I probably already want to kill myself I get heckled. Did I just not use the right words that suicidal people need so irony can keep their despair at arms' length?

You get heckled cause the content of what you say is stupid. I got heckled cause of how I said it.

That's because she's not like other girls. She likes chicken nuggets.

You are not special. You are a young dip**** desperately clinging to a relationship that distracts you from the fact that you have no connections to the human race, not even your girl.