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Ol’ Qwerty Bastard 12-10-2016 09:43 AM

that's actually a pretty amazing story

Key 12-10-2016 10:29 AM

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Originally Posted by Qwertyy (Post 1781317)
that's actually a pretty amazing story

Yeah. Interesting read in my journal for sure.

Key 12-10-2016 10:52 AM

http://i.imgur.com/duC5KOx.png

I really only want to bring this up in here because it's my journal and I can do whatever the **** I want in here. I honestly would not have come to realize this had I not logged into Facebook this morning, but on this day a year ago was the day I separated myself from the girl I thought I was meant for. At this point in time, we had both come to a mutual agreement and decided it was best for us to go our separate ways (little did I know she would end up with the guy she had been cheating on me with the next day). I really don't know what to feel because I really haven't been through this type of thing before, so today could literally be really good, or it can be really bad.

All I really want to try to do is keep my mind on things that make me happy, and attempt to not reflect on the past. Let's face it, this is a ****ty thing to be reminded of and when I saw it, the whole ordeal I had been through up until this point today felt rather fresh. I don't know if that makes any sense, but it makes sense in my head, so whatever.

I really also don't know if these types of things should be remembered as I honestly didn't remember the day until Facebook decided to push it onto me (Thanks Facebook). You don't have to be nice to me today. I don't expect sympathy. In fact, I really don't want sympathy because than I'm allowing the situation to reopen and that's not really something worth doing. I really don't know how today is going to go, but I should see this as a door opening to allow me to push forward.

Tristan_Geoff 12-10-2016 11:04 AM

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Originally Posted by Mordor (Post 1781254)
Ohio, actually. She's not British. American who grew up in Europe, starting in the UK. Went back to USA for uni. We met. Fate.

Aw :)

The Batlord 12-10-2016 11:18 AM

You should go on Facebook and say with complete seriousness that you are now in a loving relationship with a cactus, and then post a pic of this guy shoving a cactus up his ass that I saw on 4Chan.

Tristan_Geoff 12-10-2016 11:42 AM

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Originally Posted by Ki (Post 1781358)
http://i.imgur.com/duC5KOx.png

I really only want to bring this up in here because it's my journal and I can do whatever the **** I want in here. I honestly would not have come to realize this had I not logged into Facebook this morning, but on this day a year ago was the day I separated myself from the girl I thought I was meant for. At this point in time, we had both come to a mutual agreement and decided it was best for us to go our separate ways (little did I know she would end up with the guy she had been cheating on me with the next day). I really don't know what to feel because I really haven't been through this type of thing before, so today could literally be really good, or it can be really bad.

All I really want to try to do is keep my mind on things that make me happy, and attempt to not reflect on the past. Let's face it, this is a ****ty thing to be reminded of and when I saw it, the whole ordeal I had been through up until this point today felt rather fresh. I don't know if that makes any sense, but it makes sense in my head, so whatever.

I really also don't know if these types of things should be remembered as I honestly didn't remember the day until Facebook decided to push it onto me (Thanks Facebook). You don't have to be nice to me today. I don't expect sympathy. In fact, I really don't want sympathy because than I'm allowing the situation to reopen and that's not really something worth doing. I really don't know how today is going to go, but I should see this as a door opening to allow me to push forward.

**** facebook. Good thing you're still pushing through though.

Key 12-10-2016 11:46 AM

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Originally Posted by The Batlord (Post 1781376)
You should go on Facebook and say with complete seriousness that you are now in a loving relationship with a cactus, and then post a pic of this guy shoving a cactus up his ass that I saw on 4Chan.

You give the best advice.

Paedantic Basterd 12-10-2016 11:50 AM

Almost a year to the date of my worst break up, I dreamed he died in a car accident. It was cathartic. :)

ChelseaDagger 12-10-2016 12:19 PM

Wrong, Ki. You do know how this day is going to go, because you have the choice of either allowing yourself to spiral into a cycle of negative thinking and "what ifs," or you can can decide to reflect on the fact that a mere year ago, you decided to end a toxic relationship of betrayal in order to spend the next year bravely confronting your demons so that you can eventually leave them behind you in peace.

Ol’ Qwerty Bastard 12-10-2016 12:21 PM

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Originally Posted by Paedantic Basterd (Post 1781413)
Almost a year to the date of my worst break up, I dreamed he died in a car accident. It was carthartic. :)

ftfy


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