well it's more that my literary skills have kind of deteriorated a little, so it doesn't come as naturally to me as it used to.

I have to be in the right mood to get my entire vocabulary firing at full capacity.

So your speech is slurred both literally and figuratively.

I feel like an animal in the zoo with a constant audience

hasn't helped me curb my rather disgusting nature

It's like I'm perma-drunk.

Tough subject, so much gray area but I generally dont agree. Ive had to talk alot ov people out of suicide and had a fee girlfriends try self abuse as well

what a depressing thread

^:laughing:

sedatives + loads a nd loads of liquor - please lord just take me


take me

I'mn so lonely and sad

I can't do this anymore, please just t a ke me

Hey man, I know that feeling. I was there a few months ago, and I really regret saying and doing certain things. I like you a lot, even if I don't know your IRL name, but you seem to be down more than usual lately. Something happen recently?

Just remember, in your darkest moments, when all hope seems lost, and everything in the world is just... wrong, that when you're in bed at night, and you turn over to see your partner next to you... that he isn't me.

You're welcome.