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Cuter Than Post Malone.
Join Date: Sep 2015
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one-balled nipple jockey
Join Date: Dec 2010
Location: Dirty Souf Biatch
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I know something about where you go on involuntary holds here
It’s constant screaming and noise and fear
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Forever Electro
Join Date: Sep 2019
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This. I was in and out a bunch as a kid, and some places were pretty awful. I think I mentioned this before, but the orderlies would bait kids into episodes so they could choke them out or sedate them. I mentioned how I saw this as a kid to my grandmother, and she told me that she remembers (when she visited me) staff taunting a kid only to dog pile him after he finally flipped out.
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midnite roles around
Join Date: Sep 2015
Location: Raleigh, NC
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Just got out of the hospital from another suicide attempt. Starting a partial hospitalization program and was officially diagnosed with borderline personality disorder. Taking things back slowly, I'm doing a lot better now. Some people were making fun of me at work and I let it get to me really quickly. Keeping busy trying to get the new shoegaze band up and running. Met a lot of cool people at the hospital and talked to a lot of friends on the other side. Glad I'm alive still, I have projects to finish. My first vinyl single is coming out soon with my friend Connor and I'm working on a compilation record for my label.
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#2156 (permalink) | ||
midnite roles around
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I always get in a place like that and ask where my BPD bitches be at, love me some good backs and forths with my brethren. It's the best support group you'll ever have.
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god's favorite clown
Join Date: Oct 2019
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For those of you who also live in the south, is it even worth it to try and find an outpatient program/commit oneself when suicidal and having an episode? Everything is worse in the south, as we know, and I just have medicaid at the moment, so I'm terrified of ending up in some horrific state mental hospital if things ever get too bad. I always isolate instead of committing myself even when I should definitely be committed. I'm amazed that I'm not dead. Also has anyone else failed to get a solid diagnosis? Every doctor I've seen had a different opinion (bipolar II, BPD, PTSD+OCD, PTSD+BPD) so it feels pointless to join support groups for specific disorders because I simply don't know. It certainly is much more than mere depression. A bit depressed today because I just learned that an old friend (who had type 1 bipolar) died last year.
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...here to hear...
Join Date: Nov 2010
Location: He lives on Love Street
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![]() __________________________________________________ _________ And take care every one of you who is struggling here. Talk to others, walk outdoors, be very careful with recreational drugs - that would be my advice. We care about you here. <3
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the bantering battleaxe
Join Date: Oct 2018
Location: Cute Post Malone's mom
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I'm really sorry to hear that Tristan, I'm relieved that you're doing better now. It's good that you're still here
![]() And Chio, I agree with Lisna that any kind of support group is probably better than nothing. The people there will understand your issues better than people not struggling with mental health, I think
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