Because I run a f*cking used record shop. Lol.

I thought you took CDs too.

In the case that you originally meant Mariah Carey Christmas CDs, yes...they're garbage.

In the case that you originally meant VINYLZ, they big $$$.

You sell used DVDs too right? Anybody ever try to sell you porn?

Somebody once tried to sell us 8mm films of women sucking off huge horse penises.

I've seen things.

What did they claim about how they got it?

I'm starting therapy again, my mom is happy about that and that makes me happy. I am 76 days sober from weed now too, it's been nice being able to drive to places when before I didn't drive if I smoked weed, so I was stuck at home a lot.

Been 2 years with no alcohol, and now 76 days completely sober I am starting to have nightmares often. I think the weed took the dreams away and now I am having bad dreams where I'll wake up crying and running into the living room scared. So this is the soberest I have been since 2015.

After crying randomly again last night I figured maybe I should see a professional and see if talking to someone new would help.

Not sure what a therapist can do though, I plan to just be grateful for someone to listen to me rant if that's what happens in therapist offices.

Good to see you're on this journey and help from a therapist or anyone else familiar with addiction and substances is a blessing. It takes time. For me, it takes at least 3 months for the physiological changes to settle and I start to emerge from the brain fog. Finding the reasons why I self medicate has been the most helpful in understanding it all. Keep pushing through Mindy, it's very much worth the effort.

Thanks Plankton