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Terrible Lizard · 08-19-2009, 12:55 AM

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Originally Posted by boo boo

I've been incredibly depressed for the past few days, for no real reason as nothing has really changed, I've been thinking a lot about mortality and death, and there's times when I feel like killing myself.

You could say I'm feeling pretty "meh".

boo boo · 08-19-2009, 01:03 AM

Yeah the red x treatment doesn't really help, sorry to say.

Terrible Lizard · 08-19-2009, 01:28 AM

Howz aboots nau?

Astronomer · 08-19-2009, 01:33 AM

boo boo · 08-19-2009, 01:47 AM

Lol, it's Bryan with a Y.

Of course I know how to control my actions, I'm not gonna kill myself. I'm just saying I feel like it sometimes.

Most people get to a point where they sit down and do nothing, but that's when they're in their 70s, I'm 23, and yet since I dropped out of school in 3rd grade I live a sheltered life of reclusiveness of which I feel there is no real way of escaping. There's all these things I'd like to do, write, take up some kind of art, etc. But I'm unmotivated because I just can't build up the confidence to do anything and expect to go anywhere with it, because my life is just a back catalogue of failure.

I'm a school dropout who's never so much as made eye contact with a girl and don't even know how to drive, can't even find anyone to teach me. I can't get a job, for a variety of reasons, even though I want one.

Astronomer · 08-19-2009, 01:53 AM

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Originally Posted by boo boo

Lol, it's Bryan with a Y.

Of course I know how to control my actions, I'm not gonna kill myself. I'm just saying I feel like it sometimes.

Most people get to a point where they sit down and do nothing, but that's when they're in their 70s, I'm 23, and yet since I dropped out of school in 3rd grade I live a sheltered life of reclusiveness of which I feel there is no real way of escaping. There's all these things I'd like to do, write, take up some kind of art, etc. But I'm unmotivated because I just can't build up the confidence to do anything and expect to go anywhere with it, because my life is just a back catelog of failure.

I'm a school dropout who's never so much as made eye contaxt with a girl and don't even know how to drive, can't even find anyone to teach me. I can't get a job, for a variety of reasons, even though I want one.

lol, I know, but I found that picture on Google randomly and thought it was funny/coincidental because you're name is also Bryan.

Anyway, there's always a way to escape. You've just gotta let go of any inhibitions and just do stuff and let the self-confidence some gradually.

Plus, if it weren't for you, I would have never listened to King Crimson so... there's one notable thing you have achieved

Terrible Lizard · 08-19-2009, 01:53 AM

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Originally Posted by boo boo

Lol, it's Bryan with a Y.

Of course I know how to control my actions, I'm not gonna kill myself. I'm just saying I feel like it sometimes.

Most people get to a point where they sit down and do nothing, but that's when they're in their 70s, I'm 23, and yet since I dropped out of school in 3rd grade I live a sheltered life of reclusiveness of which I feel there is no real way of escaping. There's all these things I'd like to do, write, take up some kind of art, etc. But I'm unmotivated because I just can't build up the confidence to do anything and expect to go anywhere with it, because my life is just a back catalogue of failure.

I'm a school dropout who's never so much as made eye contact with a girl and don't even know how to drive, can't even find anyone to teach me. I can't get a job, for a variety of reasons, even though I want one.

Stacking it up to degrade yourself isn't helping either.
Where you go from now is based on your actions alone. So do it ***got.

boo boo · 08-19-2009, 02:31 AM

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Originally Posted by Lateralus

lol, I know, but I found that picture on Google randomly and thought it was funny/coincidental because you're name is also Bryan.

Anyway, there's always a way to escape. You've just gotta let go of any inhibitions and just do stuff and let the self-confidence some gradually.

Plus, if it weren't for you, I would have never listened to King Crimson so... there's one notable thing you have achieved

Well I'm gonna ask my mother for one of my brother's bikes that they never use, I do want to start looking for a job but I need to know in advance how much money I can make without losing money from this disability check I have which I've been using to pay half the rent for I dunno, nearly a decade.

I'd like to take the GED tests eventually. My dream is to pursue a career in fiction writing, I think I have the imagination for it, though my grammar skills are obviously flawed, lol.

Terrible Lizard · 08-19-2009, 02:51 AM

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Originally Posted by boo boo

Well I'm gonna ask my mother for one of my brother's bikes that they never use, I do want to start looking for a job but I need to know in advance how much money I can make without losing money from this disability check I have which I've been using to pay half the rent for I dunno, nearly a decade.

I'd like to take the GED tests eventually. My dream is to pursue a career in fiction writing, I think I have the imagination for it, though my grammar skills are obviously flawed, lol.

boo boo · 08-19-2009, 03:29 AM

My self esteem is crushed yet again, thx.

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