Melanie1993

i apologize in advance for spelling and grammar i haven't really looked over it :]





home videos, 4 years old, laughing playing nothings ever bad
mommy and daddy singing out loud, nothing could be better
baby sister so,so little, doesnt know anything could be wrong.
big brother doesnt think things will ever change
getting older 10 years old
everything is so confusing
sisters still small
brothers grown, brother knows
whats going on, whats mommy doing?
and you know she loves you, you know she cares, but somethings more important now
mommy cant be as strong as the drugs shes on
why cant mommy come home?
why isnt she sorry?
why is our perfect little family now a broken home
crying at home ,13 years old
so far away from mommy now
daddys always been the one to help me through
sister doesnt know, she was so small
brthers messed up nooow
I know what mommys doing
and you knoow she loves you, you know she cares, but somethings are more important now
i know why mommy wont come home
she wont be sorry till the problems gonnne
I know why are perfect little familys now a broken home.
iknooow she loves me but why? why does she let this take control of her? doesnt she know?
how doesnt she knoooow? why cant she know
driving my car, 17 now
sisters on her way to highschool, she still doesnt know
brothers getting married, still wont admit anything
mommy missed me growing up, doesnt it make her sad?
you would think she wouldve come back by now
you would think it would be the past.
and i know she loves me and i know she cares, but somethings are more important now
she let this problem take over her life,
and now she doesn't have a chance to come home.
the problem will never be gone
i wont forgive her, for turning my perfect little family into a broken home.
and i know she loves me and i know she cares but why does she let this
problem take over her life?her everything?
how does she not see whats shes doing to me
all mommy needs now is a pill and a bottle
to forget her memories of her perfect little family