Depression and suicide

Sparky · 02-14-2012, 07:19 PM

I've thought about suicide a lot i feel like. Never really because i wanted to kill myself, just because i like the image of the people who have "wronged" me feeling deep remorse and going "oh why didnt we just try to understand him!"

Above · 02-14-2012, 07:43 PM

The only reason I've not slit my fucking wrists is because it would apparently upset people and they wouldn't recover from losing me.

I can't grasp why.

FETCHER. · 02-14-2012, 07:45 PM

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Originally Posted by CanwllCorfe

I hope it's normal! I remember my sister was sorting through magazines and I just had an image pop in my head of me shooting myself. Usually I think about it when I'm really introspective. This was sort of out of the ordinary in that regard. Really weird.

I always imagine final destination ****, constantly. I always play out every consequence of something serious in my head.

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Originally Posted by Above

The only reason I've not slit my fucking wrists is because it would apparently upset people and they wouldn't recover from losing me.

I can't grasp why.

Because you're an all round amazing person? And I'm pretty sure they value you much more than a virtual mate does.

Above · 02-14-2012, 07:48 PM

I'm an empty and hollow piece of shit. Can't see why I'd be wanted around.

FETCHER. · 02-14-2012, 07:56 PM

We've all been there mate, hell I've convinced myself I'm worthless before. In my unhappier days, thought I'd nothing to live for because I have no job. I have plenty to live for and so do you, friend.

Above · 02-14-2012, 07:58 PM

I'm probably going to be homeless soon. My friends will leave me once I come out as transsexual. I have no solid future and I'm lonely as shit. I don't see mine as a life worth living. Life is a gift and it was utterly wasted on me.

FETCHER. · 02-14-2012, 08:01 PM

Get decent friends then, if one of my friends was in the same position as you, yeah I'd be shocked if they came out but I'd support them no matter what, do you know why? Because they're my friend. Why will you become homeless? I've been homeless more times than I can count. Someone will be there for you.

~~Farfisa~~ · 02-14-2012, 08:06 PM

I hate people that say "Committing suicide is taking the easy way out". Bullshit, the only people who say that are so afraid of death themselves that they can't deal with anyone around them dying. I say life is what you make it, it could be real, it could be an illusion, it differs from person to person, and if you're so miserable that you think of suicide non-stop regardless of how you feel, then go for it.

I've struggled with depression throughout my entire life, and it keeps getting worse, regardless of the medicine I take, or who is around me. And let me just say one thing, I'm not going to commit suicide as long as people know who I am. If I'm going out, I want to do so without anyone knowing, or caring. So you guys don't have to worry about me killing myself or anything.

Above · 02-14-2012, 08:07 PM

They are good friends but they make fun of anything different. Maybe it is just humour and I'm being paranoid. I don't know.

Dr_Rez · 02-14-2012, 08:36 PM

This will cheer you up.

If he lick from 138-145 doesnt cheer you up nothing will.

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02-14-2012, 07:43 PM	#382 (permalink)
Above Oh my golly! Join Date: Nov 2011 Location: England Posts: 339	The only reason I've not slit my fucking wrists is because it would apparently upset people and they wouldn't recover from losing me. I can't grasp why. __________________ Be pure, Be vigilant, Behave

02-14-2012, 07:48 PM	#384 (permalink)
Above Oh my golly! Join Date: Nov 2011 Location: England Posts: 339	I'm an empty and hollow piece of shit. Can't see why I'd be wanted around. __________________ Be pure, Be vigilant, Behave

02-14-2012, 07:58 PM	#386 (permalink)
Above Oh my golly! Join Date: Nov 2011 Location: England Posts: 339	I'm probably going to be homeless soon. My friends will leave me once I come out as transsexual. I have no solid future and I'm lonely as shit. I don't see mine as a life worth living. Life is a gift and it was utterly wasted on me. __________________ Be pure, Be vigilant, Behave

02-14-2012, 08:07 PM	#389 (permalink)
Above Oh my golly! Join Date: Nov 2011 Location: England Posts: 339	They are good friends but they make fun of anything different. Maybe it is just humour and I'm being paranoid. I don't know. __________________ Be pure, Be vigilant, Behave

02-14-2012, 07:19 PM	#381 (permalink)
Sparky not really Join Date: Jan 2007 Posts: 5,223	I've thought about suicide a lot i feel like. Never really because i wanted to kill myself, just because i like the image of the people who have "wronged" me feeling deep remorse and going "oh why didnt we just try to understand him!"

02-14-2012, 08:06 PM	#388 (permalink)
~~Farfisa~~ Account Disabled Join Date: Feb 2008 Posts: 2,773	I hate people that say "Committing suicide is taking the easy way out". Bullshit, the only people who say that are so afraid of death themselves that they can't deal with anyone around them dying. I say life is what you make it, it could be real, it could be an illusion, it differs from person to person, and if you're so miserable that you think of suicide non-stop regardless of how you feel, then go for it. I've struggled with depression throughout my entire life, and it keeps getting worse, regardless of the medicine I take, or who is around me. And let me just say one thing, I'm not going to commit suicide as long as people know who I am. If I'm going out, I want to do so without anyone knowing, or caring. So you guys don't have to worry about me killing myself or anything.

02-14-2012, 08:36 PM	#390 (permalink)
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