Official Mental Health Thread

[Chula Vista]

Originally Posted by WWWP

anti-convulsant

Read they also give it to people who have had shingles to kill the virus.
I'm taking 4,000mg a day of Zovirax for 10 days to cut its head off.

[WWWP]

Originally Posted by Mindfulness

Thats interesting, youtube said its dangerous but maybe thats at really high doses, idk. Hopefully it helps. She was a no no on giving me Xanax but offered kolanapin or ativan? but then she couldnt once she looked up every marijuana purchase ive made in the state which i didnt know she could do also. she then said she couldnt mix the two and then offered gabapentin. im grateful for the gabapentin too.


Plus thanks a lot about that air conditioning unit information. I shared that with my stepfather whos selling it. I forgot to ask if he sold it already or not but I will this weekend if and ill get to see it again.

i've taken ativan, it's great. mostly used in low doses and taken as needed. haven't had kolanapin.

no prob, i'm curious about it! those things look like they're pretty expensive.

[WWWP]

Originally Posted by Chula Vista

Read they also give it to people who have had shingles to kill the virus.
I'm taking 4,000mg a day of Zovirax for 10 days to cut its head off.

yes, i read it addresses nerve pain/chronic pain as well

[OccultHawk]

Originally Posted by elphenor

that's the thing about music man, especially a live show

when a good band is on, you're out of body and out of mind

truly weightless, concert junkies are almost just another dope chaser

Music and literature and my dog man

Three reasons not to end it

[OccultHawk]

You’re getting better dude

I’m gonna give you a handy on our camping trip but you can’t fall in love with me and get all rapey

Deal?

[OccultHawk]

Originally Posted by elphenor

I fell asleep in the middle of the day and my dad came to my house because Im kinda on suicide watch

You’re real dad?

[OccultHawk]

Dude. If he cares now let the past be past

In this world man you got someone on your side keep it that way

[OccultHawk]

Just don’t have kids

Best decision I ever made

[Lucem Ferre]

Originally Posted by elphenor

it took me all the way into adulthood to even know that it was wrong and not normal childhood exp

Same. It's hard to forgive somebody who's abuse was so integral in destroying huge chunks of your identity especially when they've spent your whole life making you feel like you're the problem.

Even knowing how your abuse spawned from what might be an even worse childhood. I can understand it, but I won't really ever forgive it. I shouldn't have to. Every single time the forgiveness tends to be exploited by people that will keep abusing you.

Even if some profound change happens in their life. Cool for them but I'm not going to free them from the repercussions of their actions.

[OccultHawk]

You don’t have to forgive someone to take their money

If I could I’d kill my father for the money in his pocket idgaf

It would have to be a pretty substantial amount for me to act like I do give af though

Idk - he’s in elph’s life already - might as well see what you can milk out of him then - consciously manipulate him for whatever you can get elph, see if you can emotionally blackmail him maybe.