What happened?
Do you get those often?

I'd have been fuming and wielding a baseball bat.

And Plank's a BIG guy! You do NOT want to see him heading your way, angry and armed!

nope, this was the first time it's ever happened. i was sitting in class listening to the prof and all of a sudden i felt like my chest was weighed down and no matter how hard i tried to breathe i couldn't get enough air. i quietly got up, walked out the back door, and went to the nearest walk-in clinic. i was feeling a little better when i got there but still breathing heavily and really disoriented as to what was happening. got in to see a doctor pretty quickly and that was that. he told me it might've been caused by me forgetting to take my pills two days last week because i forgot them at my apartment when i went back home.

i'm definitely on my way to becoming a hypochondriac. every day it's something new i'm worried about. guess it stems from the whole fear of dying thing i went through awhile ago. it was reassuring hearing him tell me nothing is wrong but i feel like i caused this myself by not being able to handle the situation.

Damn, dude.
That is some scary ****.
Also **** those antidepressants if they (or forgetting to take them) can cause that.
Also get on the nihilist train and embrace your mortality. All the cool dudes are already on board.

yeah, it was pretty ****ty. my initial thoughts were **** those pills but at the same time i've been feeling a lot better since i've been on them. it wasn't just like a "im scared to die" kind of feeling, it was constantly on my mind to the point i couldn't do anything. so essentially it's either don't take the pills and constantly have that feeling of dread, or become dependent on some stupid anti-depressant i guess. i hope i can just continue at this dosage (lowest possible atm) until i sort some **** out in my head and then i would like to ease myself off of them.

When it comes to accepting death I prefer fatalism to nihilism. Nihilism is a position, fatalism is simply a state of mind. **** accepting the inevitable, but I guess I'll go along with it since I don't have the magical aptitude to be a necromancer.

i've eased myself through thinking that if i live to the expected life expectancy almost all of you ****ers will die before me so that's a plus

Whatevs.

So you're really just apathetic?

Or just live in the moment because you aren't promised to live to life expectancy. You could get into a car accident and die tomorrow

I'm already dead.
A pathetic what? (Go on, use your punch-in-the-face gif; you know you want to!)

thank you for helping me ease my mind even more dj.

you're right though, i'm trying to do that more and more.

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Yeah I just realized my last sentence was a bit heavy handed especially with your concerns but I meant well.

We farm and hoard money and it helped us to **** on those lazy, ****ing birds.

Just stop worrying bro. Be like a watermelon.

float like a watermelon, sting like a watermelon.

And make black people happy.

Didn't do much today. Lazy day. Anybody enjoy lazy days? What's your favourite thing to do on a lazy day?

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yeah sex with mord is definitely up there

Who wants to take me to a Japanese love hotel?

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You have no idea. :love:

eek!

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Because the thought of you having sex is like walking in on my mother tonsils-deep on the mailman?

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You have a lot to learn if you think acting childish prevents people from getting laid.

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No. A lot of females can appreciate an immature sense of humor because they can be just as immature.

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Can I just add, TMI?
We don't want to hear the story of how you were born. Not again.

Batlore is actually a sentient puke?

Says the guy who fled the country so he could isolate himself from the world? That's basically a more convoluted version of me.

The BatMord.

I don't believe I ever said he was sentient...