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Blarobbarg · 04-23-2019, 07:03 PM

Had a migraine bubbling all day and it finally let loose right at the end of work. Thank God I got through teaching today. Felt like I was gonna puke my guts out. Took a nap for multiple hours, woke up super sweaty but feeling fine. Now it’s almost bed time and I’m starved.

Chula Vista · 04-23-2019, 07:12 PM

Linda had to drop everything and fly to Chicago last week for 4 days. Picked her up Sunday along with the nasty cold/flu germs she brought along. Can already feel it coming on.

The Batlord · 04-23-2019, 07:17 PM

My neighbors across the backyard who I have literally no contact with are having a backyard fire with "their people" and listening to them while smoking a cigarette is making me bitterly nostalgic as **** about last decade when I'd kick it with my juggalo friends in their backyard with a fire drinking and getting high and I'm feeling kinda frantic about making friends with just about anybody I know and I just don't have anybody to connect with.

Like, why does hanging out after high school have to be so difficult? I don't even like most people or want to spend time with them but I'm not god damn schizotypal so I still bleed being alone all the time. There's just nobody I feel a burning need to spend time with and even settling for just people to have a drink with is vastly problematic cause I'm so ****ing me that my whole life has been attempts by me that get blown off politely but obviously.

ATM I'm feeling quite ****ty and isolated but I have no outlet to connect with people so all I can do is try to lose myself in something, anything. Booze, Dragon Ball, Total War, anything that doesn't feel like being alone. Most of the time I can rationalize why I'm alone and don't want the company of most people I meet but in the end I just want to meet people who don't think I'm an alien. And everyone thinks I'm an alien.

There was like this one person who was cool like a year ago who I worked with who actually tried to hang out with me and we were cool as **** but a meetup never happened and then they quit without even exchanging numbers and I still think about it cause that was the first time in a decade where a real potential for a new friend presented themselves and now that's gone.

DwnWthVwls · 04-23-2019, 07:48 PM

My shed offer still stands.

The Batlord · 04-23-2019, 07:58 PM

I'll live in your shed if there are friends with beer and weed.

DwnWthVwls · 04-23-2019, 08:16 PM

You can watch me play video games and drink beer, if u you dont make a mess. I might even have some old weed in the bong since i quit smoking.

OccultHawk · 04-23-2019, 08:31 PM

Quote:

Originally Posted by DwnWthVwls

My shed offer still stands.

May I live in your shed?

OccultHawk · 04-23-2019, 08:33 PM

I know how you feel, bats

I bet that’s small consolation however

Blarobbarg · 04-23-2019, 08:46 PM

Sorry Batty. Loneliness sucks ass. I’m glad you’re here.

Anteater · 04-23-2019, 08:53 PM

Bats you need to find a comic book club or something. There's gotta be something like that around there. Then you'd have some fellow Dreddnaughts to gently envelop into the world of ICP.

04-23-2019, 07:03 PM	#60391 (permalink)
Blarobbarg Do good. Join Date: Feb 2011 Location: Minneapolis, Minnesota Posts: 2,065	Had a migraine bubbling all day and it finally let loose right at the end of work. Thank God I got through teaching today. Felt like I was gonna puke my guts out. Took a nap for multiple hours, woke up super sweaty but feeling fine. Now it’s almost bed time and I’m starved. __________________ https://rateyourmusic.com/~Blarobbarg ｡･::･ﾟ★,｡･::･ﾟ☆　^my RYM^　｡･::･ﾟ★,｡･::･ﾟ☆ (◠‿◠✿)

04-23-2019, 07:12 PM	#60392 (permalink)
Chula Vista Toasted Poster Join Date: Oct 2014 Location: SoCal by way of Boston Posts: 11,332	Linda had to drop everything and fly to Chicago last week for 4 days. Picked her up Sunday along with the nasty cold/flu germs she brought along. Can already feel it coming on. __________________ “The fact that we live at the bottom of a deep gravity well, on the surface of a gas covered planet going around a nuclear fireball 90 million miles away and think this to be normal is obviously some indication of how skewed our perspective tends to be.”

04-23-2019, 08:33 PM	#60398 (permalink)
OccultHawk one-balled nipple jockey Join Date: Dec 2010 Location: Dirty Souf Biatch Posts: 22,006	I know how you feel, bats I bet that’s small consolation however __________________ 2016 2017 2018 2019 2020 Member of the Year & Journal of the Year Champion Behold the Writing of THE LEGEND: https://www.musicbanter.com/members-...p-lighter.html

04-23-2019, 08:46 PM	#60399 (permalink)
Blarobbarg Do good. Join Date: Feb 2011 Location: Minneapolis, Minnesota Posts: 2,065	Sorry Batty. Loneliness sucks ass. I’m glad you’re here. __________________ https://rateyourmusic.com/~Blarobbarg ｡･::･ﾟ★,｡･::･ﾟ☆　^my RYM^　｡･::･ﾟ★,｡･::･ﾟ☆ (◠‿◠✿)

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