chard

Restore my title
place me where I stood before
before I lost It
sacrifice no more

I demanded without reason
I instructed when powerless
I did not see It coming
and now I have no rest
I wondered when I would get caught
and what I would expect
but I was only dreaming
I never thought I would be next.

Short listed trouble over-whelming
was not welcoming.

Now I appear before my lord
I am no longer suffering
Now things are understood
I stand alone with nothing
You can su-ffer I-n s-o man-y wa-ys
I know nothing, my head ruled the day
so I cannot understand your awesome ways.

How will I get on, how will It end
have I still got you as a friend
Though I lived without you in most my life
does that mean no second chances
no way back from the knife.

Have mercy on me
I heard your words but never believed
how can anyone live for an eternity
I am small minded, I live in a world for the blinded
so I sink down now to my knees, now I see I believe.

Praising Is one thing
praying Is another
forgiving those who hate me
including my sisters and brothers
I had no problem In doing that
as I knew that, would cause a flat
In my inflatable I would not be able to sail anymore
there was always time, to even the score.

Down I feel Is my place
but wait I am not In charge
Likely I will be allowed to go free.

I now see that great light ahead, of me.


One last sigh before I die
who commands me
do I know anything
will I need any money
Money buys your way, up there is it the same
no one knows as I see it, I only have myself to blame

Wasted years on my own parade
thought I was heading upward anyways
never thought I was heading quicker to my grave.

Second thoughts I had not
what was here yesterday, starts to rot
every second counts when your on the clock
but now time has stopped.

When you see the earth, from afar
you see very little, not what you are
It looks wild and free
not a man made prison made for me
for me.

chard

Restore my title
place me where I stood before
before I lost It
sacrifice no more

I demanded without reason
I instructed when powerless
I did not see It coming
and now I have no rest
I wondered when I would get caught
and what I would expect
but I was only dreaming
I never thought I would be next.

Short listed trouble over-whelming
was not welcoming.

Now I appear before my lord
I am no longer suffering
Now things are understood
I stand alone with nothing
You can su-ffer I-n s-o man-y wa-ys
I know nothing, my head ruled the day
so I cannot understand your awesome ways.

How will I get on, how will It end
have I still got you as a friend
Though I lived without you in most my life
does that mean no second chances
no way back from the knife.

Have mercy on me
I heard your words but never believed
how can anyone live for an eternity
I am small minded, I live in a world for the blinded
so I sink down now to my knees, now I see I believe.

Praising Is one thing
praying Is another
forgiving those who hate me
including my sisters and brothers
I had no problem In doing that
as I knew that, would cause a flat
In my inflatable I would not be able to sail anymore
there was always time, to even the score.

Down I feel Is my place
but wait I am not In charge
Likely I will be allowed to go free.

I now see that great light ahead, of me.


One last sigh before I die
who commands me
do I know anything
will I need any money
Money buys your way, up there is it the same
no one knows as I see it, I only have myself to blame

Wasted years on my own parade
thought I was heading upward anyways
never thought I was heading quicker to my grave.

Second thoughts I had not
what was here yesterday, starts to rot
every second counts when your on the clock
but now time has stopped.

When you see the earth, from afar
you see very little, not what you are
It looks wild and free
not a man made prison made for me
for me.

chard

You make plans to go out with your friends
as life takes you far away from them
and this would be away to make amends
because they are all special friends.

Once yes we were always together
thought it would be that way forever
so easy to fall out of touch
when ambition paths your ways
that is the the end of days.

Time gets filled up with so many tasks
that when you think you may be finishing
your break never lasts
these times would have been great to get out
knowing now what life should not be all about.

Friends are important, like you, they won't stay around
they will follow there nose, closely to the ground
I hope they know I miss them so
as now I am getting old.

Its been a long while, since we all were together
chilling, laughing, to me they were all brothers
And as with blood we are together, though far apart
time it seems has given me heart.

I hope it will come to pass
and that they will all come
I want everyone to share in this one.
a toast of friendship that will not disappear
an ever flowing, tankard of beer
catching up and discovering whats new
just do not give me them blues.

chard

Now at the end
as my inners are stiring
life going nowhere
but the world keeps on turning
all these emotions
filling up my head
only one direction
upstairs to bed.

How it all was and how it became to be
Is no one's business

Stifling over all that is laid bare
standing shaking close to death
as not knowing whats coming
or what they all know
what is to follow.

Head rushing no way to slow
doctor gives out pills and says go
come back when you have no-more
it never rains it pours.

It may hide me for a while
keeping me dozy cracking a smile
but with no security of it, ever going away
the trouble i am in will surely stay.
So in the hole in the ground
the sound of sirens reaching, and taking me down.

Life with pills has my name on it
it defines me as a whole
digging a pit for others to follow
huddled together, sorrow.

Expectations smashed to pulp
dirty scruffy no soap
life that bares all for ridicule
now i am the biggest fool.

chard

Time waits for no man
when he is sitting in his cell
waiting for that verdict
that sends him straight to hell

As the pressure builds inside
slowly sinks down to the floor
judging a book by it's cover
the strong arm of the law

Everyone has there say
except the one in the dock
until they have laid him bare
sending him down is no shock

All is denied all is a mistake
I am not that person, sorry mate
pulled down kicking and screaming
guilty as charged, no one is believing.

Wasted life another on the pile
the man walks from the dock
with a sunken smile
No one listened to the story
forget about, getting out, you will never be free.

The door bangs with the jangle, of the guards keys
as your sent down, no one hears your pleas
just stop trying, as you no longer exist
you have no dignity, do not bother to resist.

No peace, no love
In a place, full of madness
no hope no joy
only sadness
You find yourself soul searching
for a little peace of mind
well that is me, I am not totally blind.

I am at the start, of a long stretch
I'm not leaving here, that is a sure bet
life means life, i know what to expect
I have to settle my debt.

chard

I do not know what to say
I do not no what to do
I do not know how to pray
I am all out of clues.
Judging by my history
and the present that follows me
I am but a blur
In a world that belongs to her.

I thought that I was a decent man
I have tried to live a decent life
though I feel now it was a dream
a fantasy made real, only by me.

You find who your friends are, when rumours start to fly
pointing the finger, makes me want to die
all the lies and deciept that people will say
just to make you never, want to wake up the next day.

Blood is thicker than water
wild dogs feeding from a slaughter
ripping flesh from the bone
outside my door outside my home.

Every corner I turn, Some one is watching me
I feel that, what will be will be
I have stopped my trying, as everyone believes all his lies
He Is now the decent man, I have been judged and tried.
To what end, God only knows
I am waiting for the gallows.

Chains that are tied over my body
heavier than ever before
with only blood thirsty people, at my door.

The sun keeps on shining
and that Is beautiful
so no matter what happens to me
I know god will even the score.
And I should be singing
of all that's good in the world,
for that pushes out ignorance
and gives hope to all the boys and girls.

What is the use in crying, over spilt milk
when I am one of them dogs outside
covered In blood and filth
I live for fantasy, my mind Is so complete
for that reason, I am now living on the street.

You may think I deserve everything I get
but you who do not know me
or what I have endured, or what I have seen.
One side of the story is it enough for you
when receiving information from the devil
You no longer pursue.

Well done you have set the pace
if anything Is done to me
I will wipe you from this human race
your history.

Retaliation Is a part of life
you do not understand
look at our history
the story of man
We are an angry nation
driven by respect
when it is not returned
they will know regret.

So please do not run away
embrace the future, of the human race
do not pretend that you know what to expect
show a little humility a little respect.

FingerSuck

"Scythe us to exhaustion 'till another breath errupts
scythe us to oblivion so we don't have to ask
for we know that our equinox is nigh and now it's time
To gather all the firstlings
And offer sacrifice "

Eleeza Galilei "HARVEST"

chard

Living in my community
In, my, society, I am free, behind closed doors.
Never a true word, ever rolled from my tongue
Reach out, to the masses,
Is life the same for you,
wake up each morning
knowing exactly what you will do.
No question no need for answers
life Is just the way It Is
earn your money and get by
no need to cry.

Frame me In a picture
look on It at all sides
the face Is disfigured
It's only a disguise
I am not suffering, outward anyway
It's on the Inside, I am on my knees and I pray.

Disaster movies, The end of time
when Is It coming, have you me In mind
stop this suffering of endless pity
losing blood everyday for a inhuman company.

Find a job a new one today
do not pretend In anyway
For If you stay where you are
you will never shine like a new born star.

You will find yourself dragging your feet,
and where that is battered and bruised, for you are beat
The only person that caring Is you
people only care when they rely on you.

I want to escape from here
swilling back my tenth beer
If It's not drink It's drugs to boil
my brain cells wrapped, up In foil
Just for relief In this open prison
to escape the wrath of communism.

Living in my community
I am forever free
If I stay In and watch the telly
twenty four seven.
If I venture outside,
There Is no place to hide
that's when my world falls apart
so I stay In like an old fart.

I want to see some wonders
I want to see my lord
I want to see him return In glory
I want to end on this word.

chard

Sitting on my sofa, hung over
feeling sorry for myself
when the post arrives
and one Is addressed to me
I open It to see.
Another court hearing
for another un-paid fine
another reason to look over my shoulder
I know soon I will be doing time.

I chat with my manager
when I go In
he say's always It's nothing
he has only himself to defend
for he lives alone, and I, am his only friend.
Everything will be ok
If you can pay
but If you cannot It will not go away
wise words still I know them
without hard cash, I will be condemned.

I do not think he really lives on my planet
I think that's why I like him
still I am In a fix
does he get kicks, out of this.
I go home and I drink a few
till I cannot stand
and all my thought's have disappeared
I am a happy man.

Ignorance Is bliss
when you take your first kiss
you will know of this.

chard

Lust Is consuming me
though I love my wife
lust, Is consuming me
Though I think of her day and night
I look above, and I wonder why
being deceived while losing my mind
Waiting for an answer, before I am led astray
Knowing that could easily be, later today.

Am I too much for one woman,
I need at least a dozen.
If only It was legal, to marry so many
Then I think I would not, be living In solitary.

Confined by law, being restrained,
so many potential wife's
It Is as If I was ordained.

Dressed In honey, If looks could kill
then I would be a mass murderer, at will.
I love my cream, lapping It up day and night
sharing my thought's, with my wife.

Lust Is consuming me
A fire within
lust Is consuming me
my conquest, will now begin
Now I am living, this Is not the end
am I for once setting a trend.

If you marry your soul mate
then I would agree, you make no mistakes.
Hardly a day, would go by
that you would stray away, from there eye's.

I love lust and lust loves me
together, side by side,It Is my fantasy
with my wife In tow, my new family.