chard

Drunken and forgotton
in the bottom of a barrel
slurping out the very last dreggs
what's important is that i finish what iv'e started
or that i do my very worse......

Glasses still full that persons had forgotton
a waste of your money
still i will not empty my pockets
on this stranger friendly journey.
It's really awesome booze for free
wasted and not costing anything.
If you used your brains
i would not be so happy
you who save for holidays
only to give it all away.

Awesome are your ways
to give so generously
i haven't got a billboard
but i have a booming charity.

You can all argue amongst yourself's
or be silent in ignorance,
i don't care about what you do
just keep spilling pounds and pence.
You are my security keeping my stomach full
keep yourself wrapped in that cotton wool.
All snug, and oblivious
to what is happening,
must not have you get wind of it
before the final sting.

Who am i well that's my secret
i could be the man though, that cashes your cheques
or i could be the businesses phanthom
every business has one.

chard

Reflecting painted faces
through the eye's of shattered glass
one look can reveal
the entry wound of the blast.

Over seeing the devestation
through one's naked eye
penentrating all that's beautiful
and watching it die.

Another crime of humanity
roaming without direction
stimulating the dark side of your mind
with no exception.

Oblivious to one's actions
laughter can be heard
in every direction
there is a pending murder.

Rock the foundations
without any thought
to only feel guilt
when one is caught.

This time is as good as another
i want to help bring this state down
help it crumble
and come crashing down.

Because my life isn't worth a great deal
so i consider myself your master
i have no real love in life
only to provide you all with disaster.

Come to terms with this prophecy
there are thousands just like me
silent in the shadows, waiting for the day
to set there sight's on there prey.

Clean up the streets
like the sherif used to do
bringing down polititions
to name but a few
We who are called outlaws
for not living as we are told
using our own minds
and not letting ourself's to be controlled.

It's safe that way, no good will come
not discussing it, i am under the thumb.

chard

Blown off course it's a crime
when i have been making such good time
i have dreams and the will to succeed
but i get scuppered more times than you would believe
i had plans riding on it
now it seems it's all going to turn to ****
Why oh why
it never goe's right
one thing after another
a whole load of bother.

Why must my plans fail and die
never having a smooth ride
can't remember the last time
when i held my head high
Remember the days that have past
reminding me that i always come in last
nothing new there i should be realistic
i must be cursed i pray that it is lifted.

Nothing i want to remember
lots i want to forget
wondering around clueless
but i still have spirit.

Battered and bruised at every given turn
i'm beginning to enjoy it to much
letting trouble dictate to me
no defence up to save my sanity.
Nothing to believe in
it's just a waste of effort,
the temple iv'e built is crumbling
and i'm the one being hurt.

Tremble and quake in my shoes
unprotected an easy target to be abused
ready and willing though i am falling apart
i want to live life but can't get back to the start.

Theres somethings i would do differently
though i know there is time to change my future
though now i am out of my comfort zone
i know how to paint a pretty picture.

Forced into submission
time to reflect on my strategy
all that i desire for myself
can and will be achieved.
Believe in myself and take a new road
delivering me out from the old.

Jump into fashion wearing a smile
if i'm going any place
have to get in style
only suprise will be i won't fail
thrown again off the rails
and having to bale.

chard

Never have walked on anyone
never have hurt or decieved
it wasn't something that ever crossed my mind
but for me that would have crossed the line
pushing shoving to get where you are going
always in a rush
bad tempers flare with no sign of repair
i don't like you all that much.

Dreams can be reached, if one has the desire
tension at the limit everyone so wired
Trouble maker no matter what you say
what ever you try to get across
i am not listening to you today.

Where do you come from
where is it you are going to
tell me now so i can make plans
so i will not ever follow you.
Not everyone wants riches and glory
for the price is much to high
and the outcome is mostly costly
and not only that, everyone wants you to die.

What you want is the shirt off my back
you have already taken my shoes
that was not enough and again you will attack
i am defenceless i'm at the will of your abuse
You who live in a world of high society
my head battered under your feet
still you keep coming there is only so much blood i can give
free the working class England so we can at least live.

Hitting me is something that i am used to
but your ignorance hides the truth
instead of hurting other peoples like the days of old
you have turned on your own people the truth must be told.
Tax to be abolished for the english citizen
for we now are very few
maybe then we could put up with all your crap
and learn to swallow bad news
The biggest crime that you could ever commit
is to let the country change hands
into a muslim state you are not God you are just a man.

We who have no voice afraid of being called racist
with no one listening to the anger in our hearts
we now are not just a few
it's growing fast and Anarchy is coming for you.

chard

Silence in my nights
silence in my days
my darkness overwhelms me
that hinders all my ways
I let it come in and drive away all light
wanted to leave everything behind
needed to escape time, out of my mind.

Freedom what i was looking for
thats not what i got when i went through the door
hard to explain when i lost my way
jumped onto the wrong train
Escape into maddness
where all is meaningless
where all things die
falling without restraint
all i have left is hate
closing my eye's to see
safe in darkness how it ought to be.

Wanting to know the feeling of sorrow
having never felt it before
experience builds character
self inflicting gore
Though when darkness surrounds you
and hides the light
you are then in it's domain
fight or die it's just a game
right's you have none
you gave it up on entry, eating forbidden fruit the adulterous tree.

Looking for ways to penentrate
all evil from within
looking out for the prey
to sink my teeth in
Having tasted young blood
knowing i was still alive
always tasting old blood
setting yourself up to die.

Always after things you cannot have
whether or not you are told
it's something inside of yourself
that strives to capture lost souls
To never walk alone with friend or foe
never to give up the power that you hold
you in front for them to follow
even if your plans are hollow.

A journey that you yourself have planned
you do not have to crawl you can stand
a place designed for your living
a place full of misgivings
Aplace where now you can call home
for there now you will never be alone.

chard

Open wide let me slip inside your mine
kneel let me feel your speeding heart beat
pounding in your chest tears rolling
fear in your eye's i have one more surprise
never again will you see day light
never again will you smile
never again will you walk the streets
all there's left for you to do is die.
chorus;
Swinging there capturing your last breath
slowly slipping from life into death
cry if you have to but to me it's beautiful
i founded the unimaginable.

Heavy metal playing in the background of the room
you thrashing around its so real to me
knowing that your soon be leaving brings laughter from within
errupting uncontrolably another one i win.
Goodbye my luvly goodbye my gal
i shall think of you residing in hell
have one for me you dirty little slut
sorry about the language it came up from my guts.

chard

Get a 3 year garantee
it needs it obviously
is that good for me
well we will have to wait and see.
Always curious at there percentages
how much i have been overcharged
what is my advantage
for buying this car.

Sleek and slender the engine purrs
that's not really the problem
it's will i still love it in 3 years.
Will i want to keep it that long
will it fullfill how i feel it should
or will it be totally wrong
hope not touch wood.

Parting with my hard earned cash
is something i rarely do
i have a tight hold on my financies
that might give you a little clue.
All these questions
i seek to find answers to
but nothing in life is certain
when buying a car sprayed blue.

Keeping up appearances
though mostly i need it for work
a car that turns peoples heads
and makes e'm want to jerk.
But definitly comfortable and reliable
for those long journeys
cu's their ain't nothing worse
than getting cramp above the knees.

Can you say that it will deliver me all that
when i drive it away
a magnet for women, and not gay.
Honestly i have no understanding of cars
it's never made a spark
when fixing them, i'm left in the dark.

So why am i considering buying one at all
when really i could go out and buy a motorcycle
or maybe a 1000cc trike
it beats the 10 mile hike.
Here's the cash i will go for the car
somewhat boring
but i am not reaching for the stars.

chard

Times i wonder what everything is for
not to worry though it's happened before
to many times i have wondered about this
no answer brings justice.

Turning of the page
something else to think about
let's not dwell in the past
let me take you out
into the world which is pleasing to your eye's
delivering upon you a surprise.

I know there is nothing that you need
you have everything when you are with me
but there are choices that must be made
before we dig into our own graves.
Your words are like a blade that could cut through steel
i am listening but i cant help but feel
that there is something more you are trying to say
help me understand before start of play.

Now i return where i have been
wondering why i see the things i have seen
disturbing, my thought's about you
i know now there is something i must do.

chard

Eat yourself into an early grave
drink yourself until you forget your name
smoke yourself until your loaded with tar
block all your blood vessels to your heart.

Drive carelessly on the road
your life slipping away you have no hold
drinking until you feel no pain
it's not once it's everyday.

Everyone i meet is in silent despair
why isn't my life hardly ever fare
nothing i do ever goes to plan
i have tried but still don't understand.

So what if i throw myself under a bus tomorrow
who's going to breakdown with sorrow
no one i know will give a damn
i am not a part of a grand plan.

Selfish through and through
what do you say i should do
i live fast and i might die young
but you can't say that i didn't have fun.

Eat yourself to get obese
got a maid no need for feet
twentyfour seven i need my sleep
i am just an honest cheat.

Somethings in life must be loved
life it'self and the sky up above
and all nature that has offered
you can't tell me that your not bothered.

Fast cars fast women even faster cash
hide and run with a well hidden stash
you can't hold back when things are happening for you
you got to be yourself and follow through.

All things come to those who are in the game
for being in it i have to be insane
when death is rife and is always near
you have to smile in the face of fear.

All for a buck or two
and the thrill of the ride
got to be seen as you are doing something
constructing a plan for your life.
All things possible yes i have got a hold
at your first impression man you are bold
telling me that my life is slipping away
what give's you the right, to say the things that you say.

No come i want to hear it once again
you must have mean't it so don't complain
all tied up now lost for words
kicked in a hole soon to be buried by earth.

chard

chorus;
Standing at another crossroad i have seen many pass
though this one is bugging me how long will this one last
i just want to get shot of it so very fast
i want to see a clear future not the same repeated like my past.

If every cloud dissappeared
and what i did not know comes to light
then all my dreams should all be made real
and all mankind will have a sense to feel.
A wonderfull illusion something that could never come,
all is not and never will be writ-ten.
Nomatter what you hear it comes from humanity
a dream or another's nightmare broken at the seam's.

Holy holy holy there's something very special
you can't but feel it so stop trying to wrestle
what you are feeling is true enlightenment
and let the words enter in you without the fight.

bridge;
Sure enough i awake, into a new world everyday
and if i could allways feel that way
then i think i would have better day's.
Standing at a crossroad not feeling shy nomore
i will recieve with open arms what ever come's through my door
i am not afraid anymore, i need something to sweep away my floor.