VEGANGELICA

Your vacation sounds lovely, Schmidti, and I'm glad you passed all your exams, though I'm not at all surprised. My main memory of Paris from when I was 5 was of a huge rat bumping into a wall as it walked along some alley. That was very memorable. The Eiffel tower is nice, too, of course...but it pales in comparison to a gigantic, bumbling rat!

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And now, for today's song lyrics:

After talking with Crash and Freebase in the shout box about what it is like to be in the military, I decided to write an anti-war song in honor of Sept. 11th based partly on their descriptions. I imagined what I thought would happen if I were to enlist in the military. The song pretty much describes the outcome. Erica + Military probably wouldn't be a love match, shall we say.

As for the song structure, I decided to try following a post-rock blogger's suggestion for post-rock lyrics because it amused me. He said he'd like to hear a song that goes like this: "Intro - verse - prechorus - chorus - bridge - preverse - verse2 - breakdown - drive bus into pit, back bus out of pit - slow part - fast part - chorus."

I'm not sure what "drive bus into pit, back bus out of pit" means, but hopefully I'll figure that out when I put these lyrics to music!

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“Failure to Adapt,” by Erica

Fellow soldiers fighting for religion, wealth, and domination
led by leaders seeking peace through violence and intimidation...

I don’t like their rules we're told to follow.
I don’t like the games they want us to play.
Defeating a foe is a victory hollow.
I just want to get away, get away.

Their rationale lacks any rhyme or reason.
I’m tired of being here, feeling trapped.
I’m not going to stay while they shout in my face.
I already know I’m a clear case of a...

failure to adapt to their tyranny,
failure to adapt to their heavy hands,
failure to adapt to decisions
that fail to adapt to what my conscience demands.

I don’t need counseling!
I don’t need correction!
I don’t need the consequences
they claim are for my protection

because I’m a failure,
because I’m a failure,
because

I’m not going to help create a hierarchy.
I’m not going to be crushed to the ground.
I’m not going to learn to embrace immaturity.
Hatred will never hold me down.

I’m not going to be broken, submissive.
I’m not going to crouch here, feeling trapped.
I’m standing up now and I’m leaving this place
since I already know I’m a clear case of a

failure to adapt, failure to adapt

to living the lie leaders want me to live,
programmed to fight an offensive offensive,
armed like a limb of a mindless machine,
following orders, unsure what they mean.

The walls will not sweat with my perspiration
preparing for war when no war can be won.
I’m exercising my right and my will
not to storm into countries to maim and to kill.

Let them say I’m off base and a shameful disgrace.
I already know I’m a clear case of a

failure to adapt to their tyranny,
failure to adapt to their heavy hands,
failure to adapt to decisions
that fail to adapt to what my conscience demands.

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Arya Stark

I REALLY like this song. Not because it's anti-war, but because it's written in a really poetic way. When you repeat "I don't like" and other parts like that, it really makes your point and it's also what I do when I write!
I like when you say you don't like the rules because I know a lot of people who have been in the military and who have hated some of the rules they were forced to follow. It pertains to a lot of situations, also, because there are always going to be rules that we don't like.

I'm not sure I really like the parts that use words like "tyranny" and "hierarchy." I feel like that's not really what people who hate war and are fighting it are thinking. I feel like they're thinking about the simple aspects of it, what is it really doing to me? Who are the people I'm hurting right now? Is this really going to solve anything?

When you introduced the song as anti-war, I was really skeptical. I feel like that's such a strong opinion and I feel like the song could have been a lot different if I didn't have that "I hate war" feeling from reading your introduction.

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VEGANGELICA

November 10, 2010

Ms. Amandria AwwSugar
4U MusicBanter Lane
Artists Corner, MB 12345

Dear Ms. Sugar:

Thank you very much for taking the time to read my soldier song and give me useful feedback!

I apologize that I have taken so long to reply. The tardiness of my reply in no way reflects the value I place upon your post. Unfortunately, I have been awaiting the arrival of a new modem after my previous model died a sad and sudden death on Thursday last. Had this misfortune not befallen my elderly modem then I would have replied promptly, as I always appreciate when you take time from rugby and other activities to comment on my lyrics.

Most of the lyrics were taken directly from Crash Override's and Freebase's descriptions of military life, so I hope at least the parts that don't talk about tyranny ring true. I'd be curious what someone who is actually in the military would think of the lyrics.

You make the good point that my song may not accurately reflect how real soldiers think. Perhaps they don't think of the military as being an example of hierarchy in which leaders unwisely wielding power expect the soldiers to do their bidding without questioning, whether it is to attack the Twin Towers with airplanes, killing several thousand people, or attack a whole nation, Iraq, in an unprovoked assault leading to approximately 1 million refugees and the deaths of 100,000 people currently (Iraq Body Count).

I am surprised that you don't like anti-war songs, Amandria. I don't hear enough songs faulting the U.S. for its attack on Iraq. I feel as if the U.S. has gotten away with murder, literally. I feel the U.S. and in particular its former leader, Bush, are guilty of an indefensible and unforgiveable assault on humanity.

Also, if the U.S. public hadn't been so gullible and patriotic, then soldiers wouldn't have followed the request of the leaders to attack Iraq based on the incorrect belief that Iraq had weapons of mass destruction. If the U.S. were not a war-mongering country, then the majority of people would have felt it was unethical to attack another country even if that country *had* possessed weapons of mass destruction.

The U.S. is happy to assault others and rationalize away the actions and the mistakes as somehow good. I suspect that if the public were polled today, most would *still* say that Iraq had weapons of mass destruction:

So, it is hard for me not to think of the U.S. military as representing tyranny. Tyranny of brutish violence over reasoned peace. Tyranny of blind patriotism over world citizenship. Tyranny of stupidity and knee-jerk reactions over careful understanding of reality. Tyranny of captors over captives given neither fair trials nor humane treatment in prison.

If anything, I feel my song wasn't a strong enough condemnation of the U.S.

Thank you again for your feedback, Amandria. Based on your feedback, I made a few changes in the lyrics to try to emphasize that I am one of the soldiers and am complaining about the military leadership, although I don't want to take away from soldiers their responsibility for their own actions. I do feel that a military can do great good...when it isn't actually engaged in war!

Sincerely,

Erica V.

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Enclosures (3)
1 - Love
2 - Hugs
3 - A kiss on the nose!

cc MusicBanter

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VEGANGELICA

Hi!

Earlier this month, our new member named anti-war posted a song called, "You Don't Care and I Don't Care," which reminded me of a song I wrote a while ago called "Plea"...except that the meanings of our songs are opposite from each other.

I had been planning today to share lyrics I wrote recently about the hypocrisy and irony of people who oppose the burning of religious books yet support killing. I decided instead to post "Plea" to give you a breather from my social commentary songs. If you want a vegan's indignant perspective on book-burning vs. animal-burning, then you can wait for my next post!

So here you are: something on the lighter and more self-analytical side. "Plea" describes a common way I think people who have been hurt sometimes feel about friendships or relationships. At least, I know *I've* felt like this before. Which is why I wrote it, of course.

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“Plea” by Erica

I won’t plead.
I’ll never stoop so low
to show my need.
I’d rather go alone than
tell you I’m missing you
if you don’t say
you’re missing me.

I won’t plead.
I won’t admit I hope
you feel for me.
I’d rather live alone than
give anyone that power
over me
to hurt me again.

So if you want to be with me
you’ll have to read between the lines.
I can only give so much
and then it’s up to you.

I can’t plead.
I’d rather lose
this opportunity
than risk rejection once again
and so you’ll never have a chance
to take anything
from me.

So if you want to be with me
you’ll have to read between the lines.
I can only give so much
and then it’s up to you.
It’s up to you.

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Arya Stark

I feel like this is so straightfoward.
But I feel like I say that a lot.
I do like the idea of the lyrics, though.

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VEGANGELICA

Thanks for reading, Amandria. Yes, I agree, those lyrics for "Plea" are very straightforward. The only non-straightforward part of that song is the irony that the song itself, in which a person claims not to plead, is actually a plea. And so everything said in the song is false! Does that make it more interesting?

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In my previous post I said that my next one would include lyrics that give a vegan's indignant perspective on book-burning vs. animal-killing, which includes human-killing, by the way. So here they are.

This song, "Pyre," was partly inspired by MusicBanter because I was surprised how many people in the Quran-burning thread felt the minister was "abusing his rights" (to freedom of expression) by burning a "holy" book. A book! A book for which people will kill. All the ironies surrounding the whole business of book-burning were just too great for me to ignore.

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"Pyre" by Erica

Some people say don’t burn a book,
though they barbecue flesh on the grill.
They give you a dirty look while they stoke the fire,
unperturbed by the fact they kill

a thousand hearts, two thousand eyes.
They value paper more than lives.
Where is their godly mercy?
Only in books they think are holy.

Some people say to show respect
don’t tread on anyone’s belief.
Regardless of the sect
don’t criticize or cause believers grief,

but a million hearts, two million eyes,
a million minds, a million lives,
they’ll end with cruelty.
I guess only peace on paper is holy.

Rip the cover off, shred the pages,
throw a book on the flames and it won’t mind,
but slash or kill or cook a sentient being,
now that’s unkind!

Yet believers cry,
“These written words are the words of God.
Dishonor them and face the rod.
Cut throats and babies with a blade
so holy covenants are made.
And if you don’t believe that is God’s will
and this our Promised Land,
then He will smite you down
and we’ll be His right hand.”

Some people say you must revere
religious writings that inspire,
so don’t destroy what some hold dear.
Yet look whom they throw on the pyre!

A billion hearts, two billion eyes,
a billion minds, a billion lives.
Why isn’t killing blasphemy?
I guess only paper mercy is holy.
I guess only peace on paper is holy.
I guess only paper love
is holy.

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VEGANGELICA

Hello MBers,

Since my last song condemned opponents of book burning who don't flinch at all over killing and roasting animals, I decided to post the lyrics for another condemnation song about a favorite topic of mine: circumcision.

This song, "Shock," criticizes genital cutting (circumcision) for being what it is: sexual abuse of children.

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"Shock" by Erica

You think you know your son,
believing you’ve done right by him,
and yet you had him cut.
You made your child your victim.
His wound is now a scar.
You think his pain has gone away.
Well, think again, because
here’s what your little boy may say:

You say you love me
but my body tells me otherwise.
You had them hurt me in my childhood,
ignoring my cries.
You let them strap me down
and cut me though there was no need.
You should have known it’s wrong
to make a child’s genitals bleed.

You were my parents
and you should have been protecting me.
Instead you had them slice
and violate my body.
You shouldn’t torture
little children’s sexuality.
You had no right to harm
the most private part of me.

Shock, shock, shock to my system.
You should have never cut me, making me your victim.
Shock, shock, shock to your system.
You were my parents, so where was your wisdom?!

You never bothered learning
what this part of me was for:
protection, delicate sensation,
and so much more.
I’ll never know now how I
was supposed to be,
because you mutilated
what belonged to me.

You treated me as if I
were your possession.
You damaged me
due to sexual obsession.
Your doctor and your holy men
were your accomplices.
You all are perpetrators
of cruel injustices.

Mutilating genitals of little girls
is wrong, you cry,
but when it is a little boy,
you turn your blind eye.
You had no right to make
your violent incision.
What happens to my body
should be my decision!

Shock, shock, shock to my system.
You should have never cut me, making me your victim.
Shock, shock, shock to your system.
You were my parents, so where was your wisdom?!

(INTERLUDE)

You are the emperor who thinks he’s wise
but wears no clothes.
I am the little child
who sees you standing naked and knows.
I see right through you and your flimsy excuses.
You are abusers, defending your abuses.

You pinned a little child down.
You cut his penis by force.
Yet you acknowledge no wrongdoing.
You feel no remorse.
You violated his genital integrity.
You had no right to harm a helpless baby.

Fondle little children
and you’ll spend your life in jail.
Why can you cut their foreskin off
if they are male?!
There is no rationale, no justification.
You perpetrated genital mutilation.

You think his pain has gone away.
Well, think again, because
that’s what your little boy may say!

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Sljslj

I can't believe it's been over a day and no one's commented on "Shock".
A song about circumcision can so easily turn from serious to ridiculous and you did a fantastic job of preventing that from happening. As with many topics you cover in your writing, I'm mostly in agreement with you on this one. I say mostly because it is wrong on many levels and violates the rights of the children, but you seem to think that the parents and doctors do it for sexual pleasure. It's usually for fear of sinning against their god, not to get themselves off! You probably don't think that, but that's what it seems like.
Anyway, great job.

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VEGANGELICA

Thanks, Sljslj, for your feedback. I didn't really expect any because we usually don't get too much here...but hearing feedback is very helpful. And yours is always direct and honest, which I appreciate.

I actually didn't mean to say that people circumicize their children to achieve direct sexual satisfaction from the handling, crushing, and cutting of helpless individuals' genitals. The practice, when religious, symbolizes more of a religious sexual obsession with constraining human sexuality and using violence as a way to create group cohesion.

However, it IS true that one reason women in the U.S. say they want to have their baby boys circumcized is that the mothers feel a circumcised penis is sexier (since that's what THEY are used to), and so there IS a sexual component to having your son circumcised. People are treating infants like someone else's sex toys.

I'm really very pleased you felt I did a good job with this one, because the song these lyrics are for is one of my favorites, probably because in it I let out quite a flare of my anger. It's nice to hear I'm not completely out of tune with what at least one other person thinks makes lyrics "good."

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Sljslj

That makes alot of sense. Thanks for clearing that up. As I said, I knew you didn't think they did directly and specifically for sexual plessure, but wasn't exactly sure just what you thought, and now... I do, thanks for that.

It seems you're not afraid to offend people and you say exactly what feels right to you, this is what makes your lyrics great and also you as a lyricist. Even when I don't agree with you on something, I can tell your passionate about whatever it is you're saying, and I've got alot of respect for you for that reason.

Would you mind reading my new lyrics? I'd like it if you left a comment, but you certianly shouldn't feel obligated to.

Keep writing, Erica.

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